August was good to me, so good hehe
Well, I never thought na I will be this happy again. Actually, beyond happy before :) if you will compare last year's event from this year...it's totally different in a good way. I'm thankful enough that God answered my prayers and still answering but I'm still afraid to try even though I always have this mantra that there-is-no-harm-in-trying. I just really don't know why am I like this. I think I'm too afraid of getting hurt again again. Especially when you hear the same words like it's a déjà vu. Sometimes, you're just want to have that long pause and think first because of the fast phasing of events that you don't even know what's real or not. Im afraid to have the same mistake of trusting someone not worthy of it. I know it's bias but its my way of protecting myself from getting hurt again. I just wish people will always be happy and won't get hurt so that they won't have issues. I like how someone is giving me so much effort pero ayaw ko masanay. Kasi syempre mahirap din yun di ba, yung tipong dependent ka na sa tao. Kaya as much as possible kahit alam kong may ganun, I always set my expectation sa lowest point. Mas masaya kaya ang buhay kapag you assume less and live more :)
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