POST #33

Hi everyone 😊

So it is my first day of school. Biochemistry is my first subject of the day..7 am. I was really sleepy awhile ago I don't know why hehe. I have this weird cycle that when there's no classes if like an owl who's awake in the night but when I need to review something I suddenly feel sleepy...WEIRD. 

I am here in the library while writing this. Because I'm so bored waiting for my 1 pm class. We do not have our full classes on the first meeting. It fun but yeah it boring especially when your classes are 6 hours laboratory. I find my schedule this sem boring want a peek?

Look at my Thursday schedule..four and a half hour vacant. But my Tuesday schedule is tiring I guess because of 3 hours back-to-back laboratory huhu. I'm so excited for my Computer science subject because I'm really excited to learn more about the Internet and most of all making of websites hehe.

Soooooooo I'm really bored now and sleepy. I hope my decision is right about not taking my other majors. I just don't want to stress myself so much and I want to take my time and enjoy my 2 years stay in the university. I don't want failing grades.Well, who want that anyway? 😜 I think I have this phobia/trauma that I might experience again the stress that I had the past months. Honestly,it is really tiring and depressing but it is good that I was able to cope up with the situation a little faster than what I expected. Thank you to my HS classmates/best friends, to few close friends who never stop giving me advices when I am down, people i met just now because of my problem and also my cousin ate Gisele who's my kachikahan these past few days. It is really true that you'll never know who are your friend until you're there in your lowest point. Soo again I'm taking time and I really hope taking time won't require me to extend my residency haha I know God will always be there for me no matter what. 

For now, I know there will be more low points that I will deal with. I'm just 19 so I should be ready for more. And think positively about the things that will come. I know someone is at my back ready to defend me when I'm about to fall. I just hope that people have one word on thing especially the big words...

12:04 library, June 11,2013

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POST #32

So from my post on how to move on to actually feeling a lot better :)

"I will get this..I will get this..I will get this".Have you ever tried to have this mantra on your head?and when suddenly that mantra came to life and what you want to get at the moment became yours. Have you ever wondered who it was?Who did it? Well, that's the power of your MIND, WORDS,MOTIVATION AND MOST OF ALL GOD. I have this experience every time I commute from home to school. I'm such a slow packer so I usually don't leave the house on time. SO, there's traffic and it's 15 minutes to go before my 1st class and I have to go first to my dorm to drop some things. I have this words in my head "MOVE, MOVE and MOVE" while looking to the car in front of us. Did you know what happened? It actually move every time I said those words in my head. And when I was near to my dorm, I prayed that I wish I should not be late but time is running so I have no choice. I can't just stop time like that. I was 5 minutes late already but God was there, when I went to class my class the professor was absent. See? He's always listening to our prayers :) We just really need to have motivation and patience. And don't forget to act because words without action is nothing :)

POSITIVE VIBESSSS EVERYONE :)

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